Depressed

I spent the past 48 hours just steadfastly reading The Hunger Games trilogy. It was upsetting. 

I felt so depressed and hopeless that I popped 30mgs of Citalopram and half a sleeping pill. I have my first summer class tomorrow on Street Art but all I feel like doing is crawling into a corner and doing nothing.

I really need help. I glare at my parents and my little sister and refuse to see my grandparents. 

Tomorrow's the last day to pay for the summer tuition. If I don't get financial aid then I'll have to pay it myself. I don't even know if.. ...

I'm just so depressed. I'm really really sad and I'm just so desperately sad.