Depressed

I spent the past 48 hours just steadfastly reading The Hunger Games trilogy. It was upsetting. 

I felt so depressed and hopeless that I popped 30mgs of Citalopram and half a sleeping pill. I have my first summer class tomorrow on Street Art but all I feel like doing is crawling into a corner and doing nothing.

I really need help. I glare at my parents and my little sister and refuse to see my grandparents. 

Tomorrow's the last day to pay for the summer tuition. If I don't get financial aid then I'll have to pay it myself. I don't even know if.. ...

I'm just so depressed. I'm really really sad and I'm just so desperately sad. 

No Distance Left to Run (2010)

No Distance Left to Run (2010) is a documentary about the famous "Britpop" band Blur. Directed by Will Lovelace and Dylan Southern, the film traces the history of the band through interviews with the band members themselves.

Trainspotting (1996)

All I can think is.. how did I go through all the teenage years of my life without seeing this? And I said that in my head in a goddamned Scottish accent.

On the Edge (2001)

On the Edge (2001), directed by John Carney, is one of those movies that are so incredibly cheesy that it doesn't even attempt to be different from the typical cheesy flick, other than that the film follows mentally ill kids. Except, that's not really exceptional, since Manic (2001) came out the same year and is also on the mental hospital genre. 

25 Films

Decided to come up with a graphic for the films that I need to see over the summer.

Here's one graphic with 25 of them on it. Kudos if you can identify them all.

If you want a bigger version of this, click here.

Goodbye Semester

So finals has been nonexistent for me since I took a medical withdrawal this semester. I'm not too happy about it but my decision has been made.

Unfortunately, now, I'm just incredibly, ridiculously, agonizingly bored.

Film Buffs

As much as I love movies and films, I'm sadly still not what you call a "film buff". I used to think I was, compared to my friends and colleagues, but you eventually gain perspective after you meet some people, like film critics or well, film professors, etc.

Breaking It In

I decided to go completely anonymous, so here's my new anonymous blog. I'll be blogging more often now, since this is anonymous. Feels good.